Sunday, March 30, 2014

Seven years

How can it be? Seven years without my little girl... I honestly cannot believe it. It does not seem like it was that long that I was holding her in my arms.  My memories with her are so vivid - holding her, rocking, snuggling. Unfortunately so are the memories from the day our lives changed - the sights, sounds, smells. I doubt that they will ever fade. 

Time does not change much. I still miss the sound of her voice every day.  I miss her hugs and kisses. I miss tucking her in at night. I shed tears the same today seven years later.  

I was hoping that I could function this year, but it didn't happen. Tears flowed freely as memories overwhelmed me. The hole in my heart will always remain. Time will never be able fill it.