Sunday, May 8, 2011
Some Anxious Days
Almost all week I have been having some anxious and teary days. It all stems from Elly's birthday. Her 4th birthday. I have stayed extra busy this week, but the feelings still crept in. For some reason I have been fearful that we would not make it to age four again. That our lives would be thrown into a turmoil and we would lose another little girl. Strange sounding I know but you seem to gain several new fears after this kind of loss. I made it through the big day on Saturday with relief that we have a four-year-old, a day we never got to with our Abby.