Sunday, May 8, 2011

Some Anxious Days

Almost all week I have been having some anxious and teary days.  It all stems from Elly's birthday.  Her 4th birthday.  I have stayed extra busy this week, but the feelings still crept in.  For some reason I have been fearful that we would not make it to age four again.  That our lives would be thrown into a turmoil and we would lose another little girl.  Strange sounding I know but you seem to gain several new  fears after this kind of loss.  I made it through the big day on Saturday with relief that we have a four-year-old, a day we never got to with our Abby.

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